wei eloke nun ji.
nah bula..
bula nundeh.
doogu san ka keh?
doogu?
kasiimi appa.
x doctor. August 27, 2011
你問我好不好的時候 我只能說好
我還能說什麼呢
我該怎麼辦呢
沒人可以了解 或許 了解
但是也不認同
你到底要我看清什麼
我越來越不懂
我只能每天祈禱
心痛 不明
我知道我生病了
但是沒有醫生可以醫好我
是你 你才能
但是你卻不削我的病情
說我只是無病生吟
這不是 這次真的不是
因為 心臟 真的 在痛.
Time will heal June 18, 2011
Ever since “this” happened to me,
made me realised alot of ppl care about me more than I thought.
I don’t know how I’m doing, am I hanging in there or am I losing it?
Day by day,
I can’t tell if I’m getting better, but others say I am. I must believe them.
I must believe in myself.
The only person who can save me is myself.
I keep wondering what is God trying to tell me in this letter,
what did I do wrong, what am I suppose to do..?
I’ve been looking around at other ppls’ faces.
Everybody looks so healthy, there’s hardly anybody like me.
I wonder what ppl thinks when they see me.
I’m not suppose to care, because it is only temporary.
BUt sometimes you ju
- Again.Again.Again
st lose faith for a while and then you get back on track.
Nae majimag salang June 11, 2011
Cafe
No use of crying.. It only has bad effects. The salt in your tears will clog the pores on your face. Which then will cause further problems.
On the way of recovering..
I’m eating lots of fruits.
From my own research the reason to my problematic skin at the age of 23 is because of my lungs.
I will not go into any details because talking about this gives me goosebumps. (When I imagine sick lungs)
Don’t you get up and leave me May 30, 2011
You’re the perfect person, you’re better than you say.
I dont know, I dont know, this is why it’s confusing.
It’s funny cause I love you, but at the same time I’m like..
I dont know, I just feel I gotta find me.
Im guilty
I wanna try
but I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely
(Lyrics: Yabisi)
Coz I’m just another girl…….
I can’t tell anyone why I’m feeling this way. Or what is the matter..
Like the song…..
I’m the one who’s being strange..
all this time..
I don’t know.. I don’t know. Why I’m like this.
I miss you so much. I will never ever forget what you said to me.
pogusippo..
______________Trapped inside her heart.
第二件事 May 28, 2011
自從從台灣回來以後
就喜歡上了吃水果和番茄
想想以前吃水果的次數 真的少得可憐
很少主動自己吃水果 除非有人準備現成的
要不然 根本不會去洗水果來吃
現在回想 就覺得好恐怖
怎麼可以偏食到這種程度 也太不乖了
難怪皮膚會吃問題阿
so sad
現在因為冬天的關係
所以橘子是必吃的 一天至少三顆
蘋果則是早上如果有時間的話 盡量在早餐之前吃一顆蘋果
因為我看書他說吃水果最好在吃飯之前吃
這樣子比較容易消化
還有我肺功能較弱
所以盡量每天吃一顆西洋梨
最近有買一些 但是因為還太硬 所以只能等軟一點
雖然我很想現在立刻吃
還有 我發現番茄好美味喔
現在我敢生吃 大口大口的吃
以後不敢偏食了
饒了我吧 ><”
Fantasy Error Error Error May 27, 2011
Been having nightmares again.. Usually when one starts, it goes on consecutively for 7 days…….
WHY!! Why does it happen?
很混亂
被嚇到驚醒
醒來感覺很不好 沒有安全感
其實我也不知道 在我身上到底發生了什麼事
好像一覺醒來 世界就變了
我也很努力在改變
雖然我不知道 有沒有關心我的改變
_____________- what is right? what is wrong?
第一件事 May 21, 2011
GDbaby
學會了感恩
以前並不關心的事情
現在才發現有多麼重要
滿滿的感謝
我以前總質疑
我並不是幸福的
現在看來 我是的
我絕對是的
我以前總懷疑
沒有人是愛我的 沒有人看得到我的
現在看來
我絕對是被愛的那一方
原來好多人比我想像的還關心我
謝謝
才有今天的我 我要更加感謝每一天 每一件事
這是需要練習的 因為常常很多事情都被當成理所當然
＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿ ｔｏｄａｙ ｉ ａｍ ｋｉｃｃｏｔａｅ
His smile is to die for. April 9, 2011
G-dragon
There are in times where I’m in doubt of myself.
How do I come back?
I’ve walked too far away from home.
I lost my way, and to make it worst, I’m all alone.
